TEST DAY

I should be studying so much more than I am. I have to basically cut off alot of my social life and isolate myself in study. It's making things difficult but it's all I can do. The most important time of my life is upon me and everyone else wants to hang out. I miss my friends and I want to have fun but I am so frustrated. I have to study. I have books to read and shit to do. Why can't anyone understand that? Grrrr.

I'm about to be real fucked up. Like no joke. I have to focus on my own shit or I won't be any fun.

On another note, I've made up my mind about stuff:
1)Keeping my hair dark. I am thinking of making it some shade of reddish brown or something that stands out but for now it's black and I like that way.

2) The detox changed the way I eat and look. It still works after your off it. I've been eating healthy and less than usual. My only thing is learning how to eat when dealing with the men in my life. They eat every-fucking-thing. Everything. And don't gain a damn thing. I cannot eat like that. I know I can't. I'm adjusting.

3)STUDYING AND WORK take priority. I have to be a bit of an anti-social bitch but whatever, bring it on!



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